两天

还剩下两天..2009就快结束了.. 两天.. 2010.. 1月1日..一个人人开始计划新的一年的日子.. 怎么我却开始害怕它的到来？不是害怕又老一岁，而是....

为什么想躲的总是躲不了？想解决的总是解决不了？该来的还是会来吧？不管我多想逃...

朋友一一开始害怕我突然出奇的静,不哼声.. 问我的总是同样的一个问题，只是出于不同人的口中.. 没答案..我也无法给他们一个答案..

人类的坏习惯----永远不懂得“知足”.. 得到了，就会要求更多吧？

忘了是谁告诉我，是静仪吧..“女生总有个像男朋友的好朋友” .. 听她说着她有多羡慕，就只是静静的听着，最后告诉她“别羡慕，其实我失去了”.

学弟呢，为了好朋友，知己，想延迟一学期而烦.. 我给的答案，他还满意吧？记得他问，“你会为了知己，放弃所有一切，尽量争取和他/她在一起的时光吗？”我给了“NO”. 哈哈.我的答案，象征着我有多不珍惜友情吧？

怎么总是安慰得了别人，却安慰不了自己？或许觉得安慰自己只是在欺骗自己所给的理由吧？还是自己太过面对现实而不敢去面对？不知道，不要管，不要理---让现实变得更具体，更叫人害怕..

Merry X'mas

Dunno what to post

Just wanna wish everyone

Merry Christmas

&

A Happy New Year

=)

Happy Winter Solstice

Happy Winter Solstice everyone! =) Have some glutinous rice balls! XD * Forgive me for the blur blur photo. I'm not get used to others' phone.* One year older again * big big sigh* Should I say I'm 20 now? X.x A year passed so damn fast. Brother requested for some glutinous rice photos as he can't celebrate with family and me. Nah, here you go. =P I'm a good sister rite? * yes yes =.=*

Today wasn't really a good day. Grandma knocked down by a motorist early in the morning. =( Hope she get well soon. Thus, I replaced grandma out to market to help mum. Day goes on with I have to reconsider cancel my Christmas plan as grandma was injured and I need to take over some of her works. =.= I wanna celebrate Christmas with my gang!!! I received a call from friends who called me for sing K tomorrow. Rejected them as I got only 10 bucks left in my wallet. Not dare to ask for more money from mum as I overspent a bit LOTS this month. I promised them earlier but then I broke the promise.@.@ Sorry. X.x Life's sucks when you got uncountable canceled plans! Hate HATE hate!

Finally get my new semester timetable done by today. How ridiculous when the seats open for the lecture of the subject was 120 but only 60 seats for tutorials? another 60 have to self-study? X.x Problem solved at last with open another 2 classes for tutorials. XD Satisfied enough with my timetable. Hope the management didn't simply change it without any notice! *pray hard hard* Get into same class with them who i feel quite comfy communicate with them. *happy* Yet some of us was still break into parts. =( Nevermind, at least we're having few same lecture class. Ha-Ha.

I wonder why I so moody today.

Bring me out. Cheer me up.

=(

Anyway, Happy Winter Solstice everyone.

another dress

Was suppose to register for my next semester subjects today. I totally forgot about that and asked Amy for shopping at Time Square until last night. How clever am I? X.x Postponed my shopping to 1o am and HOW CLEVER is UTAR SYSTEM down once the clock reached 9am .. the time of registration starts. Amy reached my house at 9am and waited for an hour. =( I beh tahan the system and SHUT DOWN my laptop and went shopping as I see Amy's face turn into impatience after an hour waiting for me to register my timetable. X.x. Sorry Kui Ling for can't register for you. =( My bad. At last, Hui Jie helped me to register for my timetable. Thanks Hui Jie, and your friend too.. =) appreciate it a lot! I wanna know Utar system down for how long.. Anyone?? I SUPER DUPER TRIPLE HATE THE NEW SYSTEM.

Get myself a dress for RM25 . Jusco sell it for RM59! crappy price! I'm tall enough for that gua. I just grabbed it since they not allow me to try it. X.x When can I wear it har? For sure not wearing it go for class. XD I bought a bag too. After wanted a bag badly for so long! Muahaha. Get myself a sky blue nail color. XD Elianto at my place ran out of stock. Lazy wait. @.@ Shopped from 12pm-7pm. x.x My legs patah d! I ended my shopping journey with RM10 left in my purse. First time hor?

Gonna sleep earlier. Nitez.

就因当初你成全我的放弃

转过身 回头望

回忆 仍然停留在 最后一通电话 里头的我们

由一开始的 平静 随即而来的 激动 到最后的 静 沉默

我 就此挂断了 我们的 一切联系

通话 简讯 面子书

停下脚步 望着前方

未来 给我的答案 总是 不清楚 不肯定 不一定

由一开始的 坚信 过后的 犹豫 到最后的 该信与否

我 深怕一伸手 再次回到的 是恶梦

泪 哭 泣

每晚 定时启动的 回忆列车

沿途风景 无 不减少 不担心 不动摇 我所坚信的 期望的 看到的 未来

就因当初 你成全我的放弃

Playing with X'mas Hat

X'mas is near. Next Friday. Start countdown-ing.

I had sent a letter to my lovely Santa Claus asking for thousand wishes.

I think he will give me what I wish. =)

And I even confessed to Snowman.

* Accepted* LOL.

The photos above taken Just For Fun.
I love guys. NOT girls.

I'm straight. Ha-Ha.

Thanks to the blurr queen-- Missy for bring me out everyday.
Muahaha.

dress?

Ha~ I finally touched this super duper damn nice dress after I had looked- aimed- hoped for so long time. Somehow, I look super duper triple fat in it. =.=. The dress was kinda heavy and cost RM249 if I'm not mistaken. I tried the maroon one and Missy tried the white one. =) Both of us shopped a little while after we finish our sing K session with Denson.

the naughty one. See what she did on that poor dress.

Another dress from Nichii again.

Now, I miss the water proof mascara. Regret for not buying it. Ho-Ho. Mascara, YOU wait me. Don't sold out so fast please. I promise I will own YOU in few days time. I got myself 2 eyeshadow and a eyeliner. The nails color I want was out of stock. *sigh*

And not forget the bag. I will consider it if I can't find a better one from Time Square next week. Hehe.

I seem shop a lot? =) I'm just appreciate the time to shop while I got the chance before school reopen in 4567890 days more. Gonna be a tough + hard semester. Relax before stress. Enjoy after stress.

Shopping is so tiring yet enjoying.